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costherewillalwaysbehim

Sep. 29th, 2010 | 11:13 pm
mood: sad sad

Times in a situation where you feel you're fucked, 
but you can't do anything about it. 
Incessant whining and pathetic self-pity. 
Tell me where that got you.
Tell me how that changed you. 

Have you ever had dreams, boy? 
Well crush it and throw it to the side. 
Cos dreams won't get you shit here. 
Just a mere hope that leads to disappointment. 
Let me tell you my dream, 
I wanted to lead a happy life without regrets. 

Never dream. 
Never dream when he's there. 
Beneath superficial wisdom and pretentious ego, 
dreams shall fade. 

You'll grow up to be a normal boy, 
the average man. 
The guy that's 'just there'.
That guy's gonna be you. 
Alone or married, 
I can't even tell if he's smiling. 

You'd look back and find that the awesome part of you, 
will be a shadow of your former self. 
& you'll be a shell. 
A sad, empty shell
 
... because he'll always be there.

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away

Dec. 7th, 2009 | 06:57 am

Off to Msia for a week.
Take care =)

Smail

imya

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twinkletwinkle

Nov. 22nd, 2009 | 09:05 pm
mood: jubilant jubilant

I held the brightest star that evening,
yet somehow words eludes me.
it was a warmth ...
... I cannot describe.

Smail


Memories I'd relive
Emotions I'd reignite
Perceptions I'd redefine


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Pop.

Nov. 20th, 2009 | 07:56 pm
mood: restless restless

Spirit's all we have nowadays

Smail



On the edge










... my posts are getting very short.

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standbyme

Nov. 20th, 2009 | 07:21 am
mood: bored bored









Pity.

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undecided

Nov. 18th, 2009 | 10:04 pm
mood: confused confused

Peek-a-boo.
Just when I'm gonna catch it.
Peek-a-boo.
It just won't tell me.
Peek-a-boo.
It just won't show me.
Peek-a-boo
How much do I really want to know.

Peek-a-boo
Smail

100%?

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willyoumarryme

Nov. 16th, 2009 | 12:05 am
mood: happy happy

The beauty of a new beginning,
which started with the heart,
which moved the hand,
which moved the box,
which moved the lid,
which moved the beloved,
which moved the soul,
which moved the tears,
which moved the finger,

which set motion to a life of everlasting happiness when they say
"I do"

So I saw
Smail


Moments under a rainbow <3

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disconnectthedots

Nov. 14th, 2009 | 09:44 pm
mood: contemplative contemplative

Is the world your heart?
or is the heart your world?
Would you let it slip? 

Smail

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ifeellikeicouldfly

Nov. 12th, 2009 | 04:32 pm
mood: ecstatic ecstatic

I wanted you to see, 
dreams of reality
I'll take you for a ride,
ride on a meteorite,
I'll take you for a ride, 
make you trip on ecstacy

Ismail Zainal

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Spin.

Oct. 16th, 2009 | 03:19 pm
mood: working working

Be yourself, 
especially do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love; 
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment 
It is as perennial as th grass
- Poet unknown 

Smail 

One plus one makes one.
One divided by one makes zero. 

Joke? 
It crossed your mind. 
never treat me like an idiot. 
It went straight in. 

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